It's been nearly three months since I launched this new phase of my life. The warm weather and the newness is gone. An ancient fire is kindling deep within me. The shift is palpable. Whether good day or bad, it keeps rising. An energy that goes back way beyond this lifetime I am living. I feel my Gypsy surging in every corner of my life like an exquisite tapestry weaving itself before me. A sense that as each day ends, it was all I needed. A completeness when I lay down to sleep. Like if this day were my last it was what it was supposed to be. I no longer ache for something different. The now is right and true. The simplest of things delights me. Food to eat, a place to sleep, a healthy body and mind, and purpose.
This rising within me is my Wolf. I set him free nearly three years ago, but what really lit him up was letting go of everything. Embracing who I am without reservation or shame. Learning to trust my instinct. Relinquishing the need for the illusions of security and safety. Running in faith and the wind. He still has to turn and nip me every now and again when I slow my pace over something. But, I snap out of it quickly with one look in that face of his. I trust my Patronus. Lead on wild one...
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